Am I 29 going on 13??

I'ts probably not the time to be blogging right now as I'm jumping up and down and not for exercise! In fact, I've opened a packet of oreos as I'm hoping they might placate me a little.

Ok, i'm going to apologise yet again, but this is because of The Psycho... and his friend Bunny Boiler. Well, go me, another name for the lexicon *sigh*. I'm beginning to feel bad as this was supposed to be a new blog and it's just "fantastic" that my ex-husband decides to make his presence known at exactly the same time - his timing was always impeccable. It just makes it sound as if my life with D is secondary and it's far from that. In fact, D is just driving home from a job down south and should be home in about an hour and I can't wait! (I think this entry is really gonna be Tangent Gal stuf!)

So, back to the hump of the day: The Psycho via the Bunny Boiler. I've known Bunny Boiler for I'd guess two years. She is part of a community I used to be active in and has always been friends with The Psycho. After we seperated, I didn't hear from anyone in the old community until last week. I logged into MSN and there was her add request. To be honest, i didn't press accept straight away and thought about it, thinking what it could mean if I added her as I knew she still talked to The Psycho. I didn't listen to my intuition, pressed accept and we got talking. I challenged her as to why she had added me after all this time - she said she'd been through something similar divorce wise recently and thought we had that in common - that and she'd been dating The Psycho until about six months ago when he called it off, citing that I was back in his life. I need to add here, this this is NOT the case, I have been safely tucked up with D since I left leading a much happier, healthier life. So, we started talking about where the relationship failed and that I was looking for a divorce. Don't get me wrong, I want one, but it's not the end of the world if I have to wait the five years to achieve it. This evening, I decided to check out the old community, as there it was: a glaringly obvious post from The Psycho letting all and sundry know that I had been talking to Bunny Boiler (not directly, but I've not talked to anyone else!) and once again, I'M the bad guy! I don't know why i allow myself to be dragged into these childish goings on. I'm in my very late 20's, they're both in their 40's for petes sake!

Time to breathe. I need the courage to remove her from MSN and my social networking list of friends - I will not be a part of this. I will not be part of a group who will only listen to one side, who have ulterior motives, who are not real friends. Life is just too short.

I've just taken a breathe and re-read my post. I sound like a 13 year old. Someone, please slap me?